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ENTRY 0002 / OBJECTS / 01:16 AM

The camera that stayed.

There are easier ways to remember things. I chose the one that sometimes refuses to work.

A worn silver film camera, contact sheet, ticket and coffee on a dark wooden table
OBJECT 001 / A CAMERA WITH A STUBBORN SHUTTER

I bought this camera from a box of things no one wanted to label. Its shutter sticks when the air is cold. The little door over the battery compartment won't close unless I hold it with my thumb. It has never once made my life easier.

Next to it is a ticket I didn't use. I kept that too. The sensible part of me insists that both objects are clutter; the other part remembers exactly which night I put them on this table.

I like the delay of film. I like not knowing immediately if a photograph exists. Sometimes I forget what's on the roll, and when I finally see it, the moment arrives a second time with different edges.

An object can be a place you return to.

The camera might stop working next week. I'll probably keep it then, too.